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Loathing
I'm having a lot of trouble in my life. I can't seem to settle on any one given idea or commitment. I'm constantly jumping from one thing to the next. I think the reason for that comes from getting to know and understand myself.
Over the course of the past few years I have begun to learn who I really am. The worst part about it is that I hate who I ( Read more... ) -
//My Face Is Not My Own
I love to act. I t's a simple and rather common fact. Most people act in some form ore another day in and day out.
But God, do I love to act.
I've been pondering my absolute renewed obsession with the stage, and the only rationalization that makes sense is the opportunity to be someone else.
The stage is my sanctuary. When I set foot in front of an ( Read more... ) -
Writing
Uninspired. The only word I can think of to describe my life and it's lack of written, recorded thought. A million phrases from seemingly complete and polished musings travel across my mind, but most of them will likely never see the edge of a pen. This is a routine that I can no longer tolerate. A friend played piano for me days after my birthday ( Read more... ) -
My life struggle
I am sitting here on a Friday night. I have very little plans. When it comes down to it, I don't really want to do anything, unless you are there. Everyone has the opinion of you, they think you're some kind of crazy person. But I know who you are ( Read more... ) -
The worst feeling in the world.
I can't say that I haven't hurt before. I can't say that it doesn't feel like I've gone through this before. That doesn't change the fact that my insides are churning, my entire head and face are throbbing, and I'm stuck here completely alone. Sure I've got a friendship, and I haven't completely lost her, but the fact that so many things are over, ( Read more... ) -
A lot of things
I haven't written here in a long time, and I've never written much. So I'll keep this short ( Read more... ) -
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The soundtrack
So I picked up the Rent movie soundtrack today. I was actually really impressed by the end. This soundtrack had the same effect on me that the original did. At first, I was a total skeptic, I didn't think it was even worth listening to. The Cd played on however, daring to appeal to me. I slowly began to enjoy the somewhat different sound that I ( Read more... )