I am completely happy and totally blindsided at the same time.
I hate that I'm not there, and I love that we're ok.
I hope that we can keep going, and I want to prove them all wrong.

I thought about who my best friend was today, and I figured out that even though I'm not yours, you are mine.

Scratch that last entry
Life is damned good.

And while I may be changing my major already,
Life is still amazing.

After all,
this weekend is sure to be a great time.

"You know black is this year's pink"

I went to my classes
I did some laundry
I took a nap, cleaned my room
and now I'm studying.

Everything is in it's place...
and I'm not happy here.

I think something's wrong.

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I'm insecure again.

And this time it's worse...
I'm living somewhere else.

I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't worry but I can't help it.
I'm worrying about everything right now.

And there's not anything I can do about it.

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I thought I was done being sad.

Really, I did.
I thought all my crying was over.

But tonight showed me that I probably won't be over this for a while.
I miss everyone and everything.
The smell of my house, the hum of the air conditioner, my cats, everything.

I even miss my cul-de-sac.

Actually,
I may miss that the most.

Courtney Crossen
Metcalf Hall
31 Johnston Dr.
Kent, OH 44243

Please write me...
As I miss you all already

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