why is the whole world coupled off but me?

so its been quite a while. so much has been happening and i wish i could say its all been great. but it hasn't. we did win a 2nd grand champion for band and that seems to be the one thing in the past month that went right. everything else is so screwed up and i feel like i'm barely holding onto sanity. i'm not going to go into it all cause that ( Read more... )

o wow what a weird tear filled week. i've pretty much grown up in my church. i was baptized there when i was less than a year old and have gone there every sunday take away 3 since then, and i've never seen it as crowed as it was this week. its truely amazing how many people this wonderful girl touched. anyway we somehow seemed to put it behind us ( Read more... )

i still can't believe it happened...i was just talking to her the night before...and then less than 24 hours later she's dead...it doesn't even make sense. i barely knew her and for some reason its so hard on me, i can't even imagine if i had been her best friend. its just so hard for everybody. i know its all part of God's plan but i just can't ( Read more... )

I'M FREE!!!! and i feel like i could fly! i was so worried i had to brake his heart but he made it clear that he didn't care! and the HHS BAND is the best ever! Congrats to us! we Grand Champs smoked that pig!!!! i love my bandos!!
so fly as high as the sky
sing as loud as you can
dance like no one's watching
and live like no tomorrow!!!

how did i get so screwed up? why did i let him brake my heart?

so i'm actually updating again. i'm waiting for a phone call at the moment that hopefully will take all night...but thats all the info i'm giving. too many people wouldn't like me if they knew. so thats why its all a secret. and there's the phone call. so i'll update later.

so wow i haven't posted in a while, and to try to update on absolutely everything that's happened would be insane. so over all i'm having way to much fun in high school! band is a blast. and horsey stuff is going amazing! i'm qualified for regionals in october which rocks! staying really busy tho. my classes are much tougher than last year, ( Read more... )

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i was so excited about my horse show that was yesterday. i'm sure that any of you that have talked to me in the past few weeks knew how excited i was about finally being able to jump well yea i didn't get to. don't get me wrong going into the jumping i was first with the dressage(the other part of combine training) but what does the rider holder ( Read more... )