so let's get this straight: you are 'in love' with two people.. ok, not gonna say it's impossible. one is an ex-gf and the other is me, a newbie. i get to be a part of every single detail of your promiscuous life, without you being afraid to hurt me. but she has no idea of your ways. you don't wanna tell her, 'cause she thinks you're on a break and ( Read more... )

things are starting to feel past tense.

like, you had me.

you want me to be honest? you really want me to? you yourself can't be honest. you don't know what you want, or at least you say you don't. you know the right choice, but you don't wanna hurt anyone. but you're hurting me. it's not that i want you to chose me, but i want you to chose. so that i can give up on uselessness. either way somebody loses ( Read more... )

sooo, i was thinking of starting a blog to rant.. and then i remembered eljaaaaay.

guess what gaiz, 3 years later, he still makes me crazy.

i wish i hadn't deleted my posts from tons of time ago. so curious to see what i bantered about. probably not much different than what's already here, or what i'm gonna rant about today ( Read more... )

so far ( Read more... )

resolutions:

1-be a better teacher.
2-give 110% dedication to college.
3-STOP GIVING A FLYING FUCK ABOUT BOYS.
4-TRY to lose some weight.
5-meet people who can help me progress in my career choice.
6-argue less.

xxx

the hardest part is the 'getting over him' part, but once you're over him... man is it easy to get along with life ( Read more... )

i hate writing and rewriting things because i'm scared the wrong person might read it ( Read more... )

"things have changed for me
and that's ok
i'm on my way...
i feel the same"

a lot of things have changed, are changing, and are going to change in my world.
and i'm figuring out now who i want to make a part of it.

"everybody gets there, and everybody gets their... way"i'll eventually get there. but not always on my terms. things are gonna ( Read more... )