Last night (12th) was the MDA cerephesis embalmed show, it was pretty good. Nichole and i walked around for a little, i got to see everyone that i don't normally see (nooooodle) which was nice :]. Hilary showed us her new bike and i rode it around for a little, there was a disgusting pile of puke right by hil's car. Gross. Nichollllie can ride ( Read more... )

Seriously fuck this town. I can find nothing real in. I was more contemplative to this earlier, but now i am so angry. I am angry at myself for always thinking the best of people for always giving them a chance regardless of the past. I am angry that people take advantage of that trust. I am fucking angry that everyone else gets to be so happy. To ( Read more... )

maybe i really am as crazy as they say.

The piano playing is a bit of a insanity trigger for me. The little things i'll never say. I used to never tell people i love them, i'd never show you i cared but now i over do it. i tell you things when i don't mean them. I create meaning in nothing. all sincerity seems to be lost with me, i create meaningless relationships to fill "voids" as you ( Read more... )

blah.
sick.
bad mood.
sadish?

so i think i just got a kitttten :]

The As I Lay Dying KSE and Soilwork concert was too good not to write an entry about. It was seriously...flawless.

I just had this overwhelming feeling. I feel like i did last year. Certain things trigger my emotions with slight touch and then the spread like wildfire. It scares me. I feel like i'm going no where yet again. I know it's not the case because this time all the odds are in my favor and i'm getting this thing done, but i feel like i failed all over ( Read more... )

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"They told me that too..don't rush to grow up you're just a kid." -BR

"Yeah and then the next day they tell you to grow up and act like an adult." -AS

"Contradictions"-KD

Fuck, ain't that the truth.