Every time I get on here I always forget that my name is liveralph, and it makes me giggle every time ( Read more... )

I hate so much that you actually have an effect on me. I hate that I sit awake at night because my mind cannot stop thinking about you. All you were was a donor of seeds. I can accept that, I think. It is hard to accept that are there are actually people out there like you. With your deceit and your self-centeredness. Mostly how people can actually ( Read more... )

Sometimes I have to turn on the music and talk to those people that I dont talk to anymore. We pretend that we are still good friends, and the plans we make this time will really work out. We talk like we can make those times come to life one more time and that time hasnt washed away all those fragile connections. So I sit and I have to live ( Read more... )

It takes most people 9 months, it took me nearly 24 years to finally become alive ( Read more... )

Man, how things turn out. Its strange coming into all these happenings and facing all these memories ( Read more... )

Oh man, I just re read some old entries, lol I am pretty creepy and cryptic! But I suppose thats what I get. I wonder if any of you still use this livejournal thing anymore, or if you have all gone over to myspace or facebook. Well I like this one, nice and simple to use ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like your eyes become more beautiful when you listen to an amazingly moving song? Like the dull blue hue turns to a piercing ice blue that cannot be ignored. Like you could just grow wings and fly away from everything that ever bound you back? Well thats how I feel. Like I could pierce you with a gaze. Like for the first time in ( Read more... )

hey kids I got a new cell phone finally so if you want a call leave your number

And Im finally back.

No more lies.

Truthfully this time.

And I have never felt so damn amazing.

All I wanted to do is write... now I dont know what to write ( Read more... )