wut's up girl? haven't heard from you for a while. i haven't been on lately either. moving and packing and working and then the lil free time i do have takes up a lot of my time. so wut you been doin' that's made u so busy? huh? hehe :-D i miss ya sweets. :( *sad face with bottom lip out* lol ( Read more... )

hey. so i've kinda been thinkin' about jaclyn a lot lately. i mean, not that that's a new thing lol but, just in another way. like, how i would like to help her best i can but at the same time, how she just is NOT the friend that i want. i mean, why aren't i mad that my other friends don't call me all the time? Tina barely calls me, she' ( Read more... )

well hey there. we are on our way now! lol we cleaned and packed a good portion of my room today. I got to hike down memory lane today for quite a while too. i cleaned a lot of it with my mom at work so i of course got distracted a lot by alllllll the papers that were in there, old letters from jaclyn, shit that said how much i meant to her ( Read more... )

hi. i called jaclyn tonight cuz i missed her and i started feeling sad because i knew she's all depressed. i was hoping she had a good day today cuz on my way to the church, the driver drove past her school and they were having spring fest. so i hoped she had a nice time there ( Read more... )

hi, so i haven't talked to jaclyn since wilson park. she hasn't even called me. and she might be going cross california after friday so i don't know wut's going on. I mean, wut's that mean when she "tells" me that she cares and yet doesn't care enough to even call me once in a while when she knows that she has hurt me recently, and now she knows ( Read more... )

SO! :) i called Holly Gazeley today. yea, uh huh, only the most BEAUTIFUL girl that went to our highschool. and she wasn't a snob either. she was very down to earth and goofy. hehe me and john, my very good friend, we once concidered eachother best friends but, we've drifted just a tad :( but newayz, me and john had her in science ( Read more... )

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so yea, i wasn't gonna call her at all. and i didn't, then at around 10, well, ok....i went to this church play thing, i was in it actually, and that went pretty well, it was cool. that was over around 9ish, i was begged to meet my buds at rocky-colas for some dinner but i had no gas and couldn't drive that far. and i really didn't feel like ( Read more... )

*sigh* ok, so, yea........we haven't talked since i called her from work on my break and i said maybe we shouldn't talk anymore blah blah. she said no, and she said she couldn't handle that right then, blah blah ( Read more... )

so yea, just not liking that the person i consider my best friend and love so much just....didn't wanna hang with me when she said she would the previous night. and instead went with some other dude she barely met this year and drank or smoked weed. ( she told me she didn't do both but one of 'em, i didn't bother asking which ( Read more... )