i am so FUCKIN' pissed off right now! :( and sad as well. :( ugh! last night i called jaclyn at like 2 to see if she wanted to watch a movie cuz i missed her and i really really felt like pickin' her up and layin' on the couch holdin' her and watchin' a movie, all nice like right? so i was hopin' that my buds were goin' home like right ( Read more... )

Sincerity ( Read more... )

YO! so yea, i got stuff accomplished today! cool huh? i got up, called jack, and left a message talkin' about test driving the car up to my mechanic to have him check it out. no shower, thought it'd happen later, so then i beat Jak II the game, hell yea, that was tight, and he calls sayin, cool, come take it. IN 5 MIN!!! i was like, ok ( Read more... )

ok, so first of all, what was that entry of urs that said "darren don't read yet it's not done"??? i didn't read it for the first time u asked me not to. and then i didn't see it again, u took it away, i'm curious now ( Read more... )

hi. so ok, i began the day by going to sleep waaay too late, i wanted to at 2 but didn't end up getting home 'til 4. SO. i knew i had to wake up at like 10 so i could get everything done before i had to go to work at 5 until midnight! geez....so, i get up at 10 off like 6 hours sleep and go to the laundry mat to do ALL the laundry by myself ( Read more... )

~~~~back flash~~~~~ Jaclyn and I went on our first real date to see a movie, The Count of Monte Cristo. it was a great movie. we liked it a lot ( Read more... )

i called jaclyn this morning before she went to school at like 7:30. she was running very behind and had to get ready real quick, but she kept talking to me hehe it was cute. we just kept talking about stupid shit, just talkin', it was nice. then she was about to let me go, and she asked, "unless u have something you wanna talk about. cuz ( Read more... )

sup?!? :) wow, this is like the second dawn i've seen in 3 days. it's 6am right now. got home 'bout a half hour ago. 2 days ago i got home at 7am. just poker, no bad doin' hehe winning at poker too! :) oh yea, gotta love money lol so yea, this girl is coming down to torrance that i met like when i was 15 online lol ( Read more... )

oh yea, so....i was so mad that like, after she went inside i was like, well, i was happy 'bout what went on of course but got all mad at WHYYYY and HOWWWWW it happened AGAIN! lol and i was like, "DAMNIT! she got what SHE wanted AGAIN!" but i thought that maybe if i didn't wanna do it then i wouldn't have. but of course i did want to too ( Read more... )

k, so here's the rest. IF you read it anyways :( nah, u don't have to if u don't want to i guess. here's the short version if u don't wanna read EXACTLY wut happened lol ummmmmmm.....yea, we fooled around. lol, how's that for short. no sex or anything, even thouogh she asked if i had a condom, good thing i didn't. neither of us ( Read more... )