I'm getting good at this game!!!

....=[

So this summers brought alot of things
I grew away from alot of people that in all reality caused too much stress in my life 
Grew away from some people that I miss dearly 
And grew alot closer to some 
I've basically been working all summer 
between my actual job, babysitting, and ap comp 
And i hated it, but now that I think about it this is the first ( Read more... )

Everything always turns out to be my fucking fault.

It's been that way for 2 years.

It's because I'm younger isn't it?

Gayyyy.

this summer sucks

everythings different 
----Not in a good way
everyones too busy for their friends 
----including me 
It seems like I was only born to babysit
----I hate it
I never talk to my best friend anymore 
----We're both really busy and it's really upsetting

Basically, I can't wait for school to start.  I can't wait to get the next two years over ( Read more... )

You've broken my heart again,

and this time

There's no fixing it

You're never going to see this, but it will make me feel better
Dear Derek, 
I took my heart and handed it to you, and you threw it on the ground and stepped on it.  However; I'm a firm beliver in everyone deserves a second chance, a second, a third and sometimes even a fourth.  I've given you them all and more.  With the first chance I got a broken ( Read more... )

Best friend:The one person who never betrays you, always stands by you no matter what happens. 
this is gay.

What I've learned over the last week:
no ones a friend to anyone in high school 
they'll all betray you
No matter what people say forever is shit 
It means nothing
I love Heather alot 
shes always there for me
People are immature and will try their ( Read more... )

ASSHOLE

thats all I have to say

I'm not a little kid and I can make my own choices.  i think this is the best choice right now and Im not going to change my mind due to what anyone else says.  Yeah, people make mistakes, people regret things and people forgive each other.  I know what Im doing and I hate being told I'm stupid. If you can't understand my reasoning then so be it, ( Read more... )

where are you going?
can you take me with you?
For my hand is cold 
and needs warmth