he's still the one person i can never forget, and never stop loving. i hate that he'll never be mine.

i was going alright today, not much out of the ordinary and then all of the sudden im in this mood and i cant get rid of it for the life of me. i go to work, deal with some bullshit and next thing i know im leaving work on my way to this party and im not mad im not really angry, im just... not good. so i think, it will be ok, ill go in smoke a ( Read more... )

im only waiting for the one who accents me the best.

and once i get everything i've been looking for ill toss it all away. my passion is endless as long as there is no one there to reveive it, because these heart filled lies are only...my worst attribute.

did i ever mention i was wrong when i said i'd love you forever? because i dont love you anymore.

and i've almost begun to think that things are starting to seem clearer, but then again i wonder if ill ever know. i thought i might have seen your face, peaking out from behind the wall, but when i leaned to look you were gone. my thoughts are spriraling up and down and im not sure where to begin... did i just find everything im looking for all in ( Read more... )

I dont think i can live here anymore. im sure exactly why but sometimes just doesnt seem right. i suppose when im out having fun i dont realize it so much, but this morning as i was grocery shopping again thats all i could think about..i cant live here. but im looking at my options wondering what i should do and im not at all sure what that is. i ( Read more... )

...i want to go home

i once brought up the subject of possablitlites.

here once again, in this pity hole i call my home. hiding from the world downstairs. if only this desperation didnt pull at me so. tugging down like gravity so ofter does. but where is she now, when i need her so much to bring me out and make me whole again. if only... if only... i've lost my touch and i'm feeling weak. how did i get here, to this ( Read more... )