It's October, last time I wrote in here was back in late August. What's happened since then? I ended up staying with Paul for about a week after that last entry. Then I moved in with Kelley until this past Friday night. I miss her. I miss her house and her family. I miss her bed and her room. Her bathroom even. I miss her ( Read more... )

Baltimore - Morgan, a future ( Read more... )

So much confusion and emotion. How do I deal with things. I don't know anymore. I don't know how to walkaway from the things and people that make me feel not so good. I don't even want to. When the bad times take over the good times it's time to walkaway. But it's been good again. And I did walkaway once before. I'm so confused. I'm so ( Read more... )

"Falling quietly into a deep sleep of the unknown horrors and triumphs dreams bring. The mockingbird chirps stories of my life, the failures, the victories it sings. Losing myself in this black abyss paved in my sorrows and pain. Soaking wet, drenched in my tears of hurricane rain."

Why the hell is it so hot out? I bet you could fry an egg on my forehead. It's been hot all day. It's ranged from boiling fucking hot to boiling hot ( Read more... )

Lately I really haven't felt like writing at all. I've been doing a lot of thinking and a lot of living. It feels good. It's a nice change. I've been dating a lot. Random people mostly. They're usually single dates 'cause blah, I notice right away that it isn't going to work so I don't call them again. I went out on a date the other night ( Read more... )

After the show Wednesday, Laura and I rode back into the city together. Once back we went to Sbarro to get some grub. They were pretty much closed but seemed to take pity on us (wanted to make those extra bucks) so they sold us some food and let us sit there a while. Anyway, the background music was Rolin Rodriguez. It was the nice slow bachata ( Read more... )

Kelley sings to me before we fall asleep. Not always, but usually. This is our song. Rather, one of them. When I hear her singing this song to me, looking in my eyes the way that she does, it makes me want to be a new person, a better person. It makes me want to cry and just let go and fall into the warmth of her holding arms. We sleep cute ( Read more... )

For the past week and a half I’ve been only allowing my “friends” to view my livejournal entries. This bit that I wrote today I don’t mind sharing with some of you assholes who read my entries. You know who you are ( Read more... )

Last night I had a good time. I hung out with Tre and Rose. Rose actually left almost right after Tre came over. So it was nice alone time with Tre. And like I said, I had a good time. We hung out, talked, listened to music, played with Sadie, did some non-flirting flirting, took some porn pics and watched the Mets and Yankees game ( Read more... )