Today I had a "Talk" with my dad. One in which he talked and I listened. He wanted to understand what's going on with me lately. I told him that I'm emotionally unstable. He wants me to see a social worker. I told him the only one I want to see is dead. In case you were wondering, this conversation ended on a positive note. And now I'm being ( Read more... )

It's funny. My insides feel like they are on fire. Burning from the inside out. Last night, I actually fell out of bed thinking I was on fire. And I had almost fallen asleep before that. Small intervals adding up to an hour. I thought that was decent ( Read more... )

Not only can't I fall asleep, but I just ate half a box of cereal while reading the last 471 pages of HP and the Order of the Phoenix before bursting into tears when Sirius died. And now, I have the urge to run naked through the streets of olney singing Pink, Beyonce and Justin Timberlake songs at two in the morning. Please explain what the hell is ( Read more... )

1. Will you be looking for a new job ( Read more... )

First of all, let me point out that Christmas sucks. I can not stand this holiday one bit. Okay, maybe one bit. The one bit where I get to buy things for people. That part I like. And maybe the part where [SOME] people are nicer towards others. But the main part of the holiday? The part where religion and family take over the world... excuse me ( Read more... )

Damn. I really forgot that live journal existed. I mean, it's only been two years since I've used this thing. But now I can blame Tigs for my reinstated internet obsession.

I might write more later. When I actually have something to say.

i forgot this existed. i forgot i existed.

Wow. I haven't updated this in a few months. I must have been dead. But it's okay, because no one reads it any how. This week is going to be long. Possibly painful as well. I completely f***ed up an in class AP modern world essay today. I have a math quiz and a Macbeth test tomarrow that I should probably study for. Yet I also have this nifty ( Read more... )

Mo is back in town. I worked for 12 hours yesterday. the dog is trying to eat my bagel. I have way too much homework. I french braided my hair this morning. All I want to do is sleep. And maybe watch St. Elmo's Fire. I don't like watching movies alone.

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