Although my Living arrangements have been crammed, boys don't know how to pick up for themselves, and boys smell,  I am going to miss my roomies when they leave tomorrow.  Hopefully it falls through and they won't actually have to leave.

I have had a horrible stomach ache since Aidan died.  It won't go away even though I have been eating Tums ( Read more... )

 Does not understand life and just wants to scream......

R.I.P. my little aiden, rest in peace.  :(

I can only thank god that Nick was over playing Halo with us and not in the house and that Kenny decided the stay the night at our place.

December 1, 2007 - A four-year-old boy was killed in a house fire in southwest suburban Brookfield late Friday ( Read more... )

 I wish I could just be handed an astronomical amount of money.  Not for materialistic reasons, but to just to pay off my bills, to get my mother out of her forsaken situation, to acquire help for my brother so he would be able to begin an independent life, and for me to travel the world with the love of my life.   I'm rest assured that I would ( Read more... )

Since some old friends are once again taking action in their live journal, I feel it's time I do the same ( Read more... )

You never get used to it, the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it's reconciled, accepted, someone points it out to you and it just hits you all over again.

So I have really been trying not to sweat the small stuff... But that is soo not my style ( Read more... )

Michelangelo said the best way to judge the essential elements of a sculpture is to throw it down a hill and the unimportant pieces will break away. Sometimes life is like that. It tosses us down a hill. But when we reach the bottom and only the important things are left, that's when our vision clears. That's when we hold on tight to what we know, ( Read more... )

I think sometimes you have to lose someone completely before you can figure out what they really mean to you.

I hate learning things the hard way.

Speech is conveniently located midway between thought and action, where it often substitutes for both.

While riding on the trail today 4 squirrels attempted to commit suicide by jumping in front of my bike.

I also saw a coyote....