should things about him still bother me, still hurt ( Read more... )

It has apparently been 32 weeks since my last update (thank you livejournal for this completley useless information ( Read more... )

life is great. It's awesome to run into old friends and have some different faces to hang out with.

is killing people i love. There is no escape from it. Miserable faces are every where i turn. What happened? What changed?

i'm fucking engaged. He's wonderful and i love this man of my dreams.

perfect for each other. Life has never been better.

life is crazy. Got a fiance. Things are great. New job is in the future... One thats pays more so i can get a place to live with him. We are

so........ got home from school today ( Read more... )

In the brightest hour ( Read more... )

I cant trust him.
I didnt deserve this.
the third girl comes to me,
its done.
Im sick of the lies.
Sick of being unhappy.
Im so numb.
ive been reduced from human to shadow.
i feel so empty.
people are so pathetic and lie too much.
Im done.
Its over.