on trying to get people to forgive me ( Read more... )

So school ended on a pretty good note friday.
I am now in a relationship... this person lives in Dawsonville so that sucks.
I was supposed to hang out with Amanda and Matt friday but matt is still suffering from where he got his tongue pierced and thrid shift makes him exhausted so whatev I hung out with him on Wensday after school. It was then I ( Read more... )

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So me and my sister hung out last night because it was her birthday. She is 22 now. Ha, gosh she is getting old. we went to the mall and I saw Mike (from erics party) and got his number and what not. Then we went and saw Carla at work (she works at Merle Norman). She did my sister's maekup and she told me that she wanted to do my hair and makeup ( Read more... )

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you (hardly know you)
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you when we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right (isn't right)
And I've got someone waiting too

What if this is just the beginning?
We're already wet, and we're gonna go ( Read more... )

I TALKED TO JP. IM FUCKING ECSTATIC.
For those of you who don't know, JP is my close close friend whom has been in basic training for awhile now.
He's in texas.
But I spent and hour talking to him and sending newer pics back and forth.
I miss him so much no one even knows.
were only friends, but he's still my military man.
Gosh, that sound so corny.
lol.
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finally something to describe the anger so well:

[The Server aka Endless Summer 2:] I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly. You feel that? I rip back, every time you tried to steal that. You feel bad? you feel sad? I'm sorry, hell no fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my ( Read more... )

Frankly I don't know what to say what to do or what to think anymore.
With everything I do, I just seem to be hurting or upsetting someone else. 
I have lost a lot of friends within the past few months but I think that has helped and not heeded me.
I wish everything would just be okay but I know it never will be.
I'm so worried about everyone. 
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already averaging 5 hours of homework nightly.
and making dinner for my family.
tonight is spaghetti.