I wake up without the heaviness in me. I have a bounce in my step. I know I am loved ( Read more... )

 I am the happiest I have been in a long time. John and I where we have  our issues are doing really well ( Read more... )

Felt like it was your time .. to grow and blossom? I am feeling that finally. I am going to start school in the winter I have a job I am going to start... Things are looking up ( Read more... )

 And it was awesome!!!! .. I heart Diablos... John and I are having a blast here .. We are allowed to be us! He sings  and John doesnt sing .. I know my man is happy ... I am happy :) We make each other happy .. We are fucking lucky!

John and I are doing pretty  good. We have been in Springfield ( Eugene) area for almost 3 weeks now. Still unemployed technically. I am watching a sweet little lady named Maya she is 2 and a character.
 Today is the first time since I moved here Have not had allergy meds in my system ... I wanna see how I do.

I have had 2 interviews since ( Read more... )

So have you ever licked to the center of a tootsie roll lolly pop .. just to find out it is shit ?!?!?

... ppst ... so can you see this ?.. I see you seeing me ...LOL I am so amused rigt now hahahahahahaha
Made you look hahahaha

So out the blue Mojo decides he feels the need to to tell me to DIE today.. What the hell is a 41 yrold doing on Myspace ... creepo.. he needs to put that energy into the people he loves and positive things .. hope dude gets his head sorted cause it aint right yo!

EDIT:
I had made a comment accusing someone of starting this .. I was wrong and as ( Read more... )

 SoJohn tells me last nigh he wants to quit smoking  till we find jobs .... I think it is a wonderful idea ... I have no idea how  our bodies and minds are gonna act with out the extra chems on the brain.
  I have put up signs all around the house saying we can do it ...  I really hope we can .. it would be awesome for us.

... but I wont lie .. i feel so unaccomplished with life.. I am so tired of being stuck !.. I want to be in school and working and in Eugene .. argh ...
 Today  made fresh pesto with wonderful pot oil... It turned out so nice ... I still have quite a bit left .. I am wondering what lse I should try making .. the lady i got it from usually uses it ( Read more... )