ARGHHHH... This state of Limbo is driving me nuts ( Read more... )

         I hate when life is in limbo. I am stuck.. So is John .. We are stuck here in Portland  I have no idea or now could I even guess if I have this job at TJ. We need our Geo finished because we cannot afford the $50 or $60 a trip that it takes to get there and back, but we have not really heard anything back from they guy who is working on it ( Read more... )

Sex under the  night sky... ahh ... tis awesome! then cake afterwards life is very good :o)

 I have been feeling so good recently! I did great last term with the exception of my 72% D in Math ...people are trying to convinse me to take the easy way and just do tech Math ... thats for lamos... I am oing to do this the right way :o) ... I may not have succeeded this semester .. I will totally conquer next term ( Read more... )

 ( this was my paper befor I fixed it all up to be presentable .  I have to say I took as much out of my classes as I could I loved them... ( why did I not save that copy :oP)

I am Sarahrose Foxon, I was born a baby girl to Helen and Jamie Foxon. I have one older sister , one little sister and a baby brother. The first two years of my life were ( Read more... )

 I got another D in Math WTF!!!! I understand what the fuck I am doing.  I go and take the test and I just freeze. I feel really lame about myself in this area, I was doing really well and you can just see my grades getting worse. I am tryng studying.. I dont know how to do it ... I am feeling very discoraged this term ... I am not doing a well as ( Read more... )

My plants are going crazy! I transplanted a lot of them yesterday. I woke up at 530 am today so .. I did some laundry cleaned out the tube and travel peice.
It totally is Spring .. the birds are so happy right now they wont shut up ... I dont mind at all :o)
 I miss reading for pleasure! I do not seem to be able to read near as much anymore ... I ( Read more... )

We have  less than 3 months left in Portland... I dunno how I feel about it now .. I was excited .. but now with the fast exit because John's dads cancer .. it seem kinda bitter sweet ( Read more... )

 When all tears and fears break loose ... I have been professionally  taught by head doctors that fears are just made up stories in my brain .. and they are not real. I have whenever it is time for my uterus to shed it lining I go stark raving mad .. and cannot forget a bubblering bafoon. If John were to leave me tomorrow .. I would be like .. can ( Read more... )

 We have comfirmation Gregs cancer is back ... and it is pissed .. they found tumors on his spine kidneys under his arm and between his legs.... They are not sure the exact kind of cancer ...
I am going to put good thoughts and vibes out there. It sucks when all you can do is just be there..