so here it goes...a nice little rant...enjoy or don't whatever...feel free to comment at any time ( Read more... )

so life is life as usual...Savannah in 10 days! I'm completely stoked. My best friend Casey and my friend Deidra are both joining me. I can hardly wait. Plus My Joy will already be there too. Yay ( Read more... )

life is always good...especially when you have good friends and a really amazing best friend ( Read more... )

I knew it would never change...I knew that no matter what I said to you it was already over. You're right...it's already been too late for too long...October 29th was even too late. I let you go now....or maybe you're letting me go...either way we've let it go. always and forever ( Read more... )

as weird as it is, I believe this journal has become a happy spot...it's all positive here. I mean yeah I still have a few moments where I get upset and a little "down" but somehow I just keep going and it doesn't sprial. All of this is a weird feeling for me. I don't know how else to describe it. I haven't been this stable for a long time. I ( Read more... )

don't eat our food...you don't live here...you don't pay for our food...it's not like I live here either but I do help pay for food occasionally. why do you have such a sense of entitlement? oh wait I figured it out cause everyone wants you...right got it. whatever. lol.

lonesome for no one when
the room was empty and
war as we knew it was obsolete
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I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Time Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

I'm looking for a change...for something big.

What if for some reason I didn't turn? What if I didn't slow down? What then? Would it change where I am now? Would it make things better or only make them worse? Maybe next ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm running into brick walls. Financially my brick wall has disappeared and I have my wonderful mother to thank for that and now I'm just running into walls when it comes to my friends. I feel like over the past two years, mainly the last six months or so, I have grown so much. I have learned so much and become such a different person. ( Read more... )

you kiss me but I stay distant. I repeat it over and over in my head. you kiss me and it's there...everything the passion, the feeling, it's all there but I have to remind myself that you're not mine and I'm not yours. no matter what I feel I have to stop the emotion...pretend it's not there. act like I don't feel it. I don't give you the ( Read more... )

it's not running away from your problems if the problems you're leaving aren't your own ( Read more... )