-
(Untitled)
I guess I spend too much money on food. I guess food isn't a requirement for survival and living. I'm also not allowed to go to dance anymore I guess. I have to find my way everywhere. My mother is just winning at parenting right now. She's doing great. She sends me an email telling me she's going to lie to me from now on because she trusted me to ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
my family got in a huge fight today. it all started when i was going to go to the movies with brian and my car wouldnt start. so i told my mother that it wouldnt start. and she tried to start it and as usual kept saying ,"i dont know what to do tory" and as usual i responded "i didnt expect you to, i was just telling you that it wouldnt start" ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
No more AP exams ever again! I tried hard on all of them but I didn't really need to because I can get credit for 3's for all of these exams. Art History was fun, sadly. Almost done!! -
(Untitled)
Goodnight. I love you. A lot. -
(Untitled)
Still, I am not good enough for you. I don't think you wanted me to be. This is all so convenient for you. Whatever, I'm the one who has to deal with it now. Only a few more months left and I can forget about this forever hopefully. That's what you want to do. You want to forget all about it and move on. I'm sorry I wasted so much of your time and ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
My mistake. I let myself get too into it and too involved again but I think because this keeps happening, getting over it will be much easier. I'm not your anything and I should have realized it sooner. My mistake. Only a few months left.
Posted via LiveJournal.app.
-
(Untitled)
Why do I torture myself with all these love stories? Ugh.
Volunteered at the zoo today. It was a horrible experience, viewing all the families.
I'm so confused. -
(Untitled)
It sucks that when I need support and help the most, the people I need the most desert me until I can stand on my own again.
Posted via LiveJournal.app.
-
(Untitled)
Today was my last day of high school. I wasn't sad while I was there and I wasn't excited either. I've been waiting for this day for so long...no more Nichols and no more of that stupid bullshit. But that means more other stuff, more real stuff. And I keep saying how excited I am for college and I am. I'm excited to start that new part of my life. ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Tomorrow is my last day of high school. I don't know how I feel about it yet. It hasn't really hit me yet I don't think. I'm just nervous about money in the future. And surviving. Like on my own and then with a family. Its such an irrational paranoia.