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[livingdead_doll]

i cant stop thinking about him and its driving me mad. oh god. actually cant handle this. i saw he was online on bebo so i sent him a private mail saying "hi, saw you were online which you rarely are, so thought id say hello" and now hes went offline and i feel like shit, my brains gone mad thinking, god why hasnt he replied, is he ignoring me

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[err_rachael]

anything i say will sound so cliche i know but i just really wanted to reply. you will get through this, i know how hard it is not to click their profiles, message them etc, would you be able to block yourself from bebo? i know it's hard but it helped me, think: the most important thing is you right now. you need to look after yourself and not make yourself hurt even more than you already do.

you will be okay and you seem strong, i hope all is okay,

(clem_the_tang. from thesite btw!) x

[livingdead_doll]

yeah i know. been considering deleting his number from my phone and stuff. not ready to just yet but it might be for the best. and of course i know who you are! :)