ooooh check me out updating. inspired by shaz plus the fact that on my log in page it keeps telling me i havent updated in 11 weeks :o shocker! loads been happening but ive not really been in the right frame of mind to talk about any of it cos a lot of it isnt really positive ( Read more... )

Morning all. Feeling reet crappy cos Wull just left for Tulliallan. Its the police training college for Scotland, and its away up north, up Alloa way. 15 weeks he'll be away for, though he'll be back every weekend which makes it not so bad. im really sad, its upsetting. gonna miss him very muchly. apparently they can come home at night if they want ( Read more... )

how do! first day of the easter hollibags today. but ive had one days work over the past fortnight so its not much of a holiday. my whole life is an effing holiday which really isnt as much fun as you'd think. anyway. dont wanna go there, too depressing ( Read more... )

bloody fucking parents. like ive not got enough drama going on in my life, they create even more for me to deal with. i cant be doing with it. before i get into it, i should say that my mum and dad drink a lot, like a pretty huge lot. my mum can get through a litre of vodka and 3/4 bottles of wine a week, easy. my dad the same, except gin or pints ( Read more... )

ok, so. developments! me and wull are now "seeing each other". stuff's been happening, we'd been to the pub twice for a drink together and we'd been texting each other almost every day ( Read more... )

i think im coming down with something and its making me feel sad and melancholy. my throat was sore last night and now my glands are swollen and it hurts to swallow. so im slouching about in my dressing gown feeling sorry for myself ( Read more... )

so i met him last night. and it actually went well :) i was sooo godamn nervous during the day, my stomach was going round and round, awful. then for some stupid reason i decided to track down some pictures of the dominatrix on myspace. found some and sent myself daft thinking about them together, silly girl. but then i found a photo of her with ( Read more... )

so wull text me yesterday, shock horror. was in the middle of the day and it really sent me off-kilter. and i was teaching so it wasnt good lol. trying to get a load of p2s to make jointed gingerbread men using paper fasteners became quite a challenge lol ( Read more... )

i cant stop thinking about him and its driving me mad. oh god. actually cant handle this. i saw he was online on bebo so i sent him a private mail saying "hi, saw you were online which you rarely are, so thought id say hello" and now hes went offline and i feel like shit, my brains gone mad thinking, god why hasnt he replied, is he ignoring me ( Read more... )

Snowwww!! Ah, i do love it. What is it about snow that turns everyone into big kids again? Or is that just me, ha?? went round to lynne's last night - should add that i walked, wearing about half the contents of my wardrobe, at the insistence of my bloody mother - and we went round her back green and made a snowlady (very pc) who we christened ( Read more... )