i guess i still have a lot of worries. things like, what if i prove that i can go all this time without talking and end up feeling fine, and then still love you when i see you again? i don't think loving someone is something that ever goes away. i kind of wish i was back in my 15 year old naive mind and just content with myself and going to school ( Read more... )

as each day passes, i find myself feeling increasingly content and settled here in boston. i still have so many places i want to check out, and areas i want to explore and learn my way around, but i feel like i never have the time. between homework, class, and my new job, i find myself with little time to do anything else. and i usually spend that ( Read more... )

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-i'm alone and there's a mouse running around our kitchen and livingroom, causing me to have mini heart attacks and squeal like a girl because i hate when things like that startle me, even though he's kinda cute ( Read more... )

i have a new philosophy for my life that i just made up:

"even if you can't have what you want, you can still have fun"

=)

i think it's really over for us, and that kills me.

i'm glad i bought a lot of books the first week of school. even though our cable is on, i really enjoy reading again. it's entertaining and keeps my mind off things i guess. we just had so many dirty dishes that it took me an hour to wash them all and put them away. my fingers are all pruney. we made chicken parmegiana last night, and it looked ( Read more... )

"Well, I'm gonna get out of bed every morning and breath in and out all day long. Then, after a while I won't have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning and breath in and out. And then after a while, I won't have to think about how I had it great and perfect for a while."

i guess today is just one of those days.

okay i officially LOVE my new job. i know it's early to be saying that after just one night, but it's so awesome. everyone that eats there or works there is my age. all the other employees are so helpful and entertaining. i get to watch the sox game while i work, and listen to amazing music, like modest mouse. and not just "float on", the song ( Read more... )

so i'm officially hired at the sunset grill in allston, which is going to be so amazing! the staff seems like a lot of fun, and here's a rundown of the restaurant ( Read more... )