i'm in this weird euphoric mood right now. maybe i'm manic depressive, considering just two days ago i thought was the single most depressed day of my life. regardless, i'm strangely content right now. i've come to the conclusion that just because someone who used to be in love with me isn't anymore, doesn't mean that there's something wrong with ( Read more... )

well today just plain sucked. i really enjoy hearing how pathetic i am, as if i don't already give myself a hard enough time about it. sorry for being such a fucking disappointment.

i've found someone with the rare combination of a bad boy edge, coupled with extreme intelligence, which i can't resist. and he's cute too....

...this could be fun ;)

the best part about pudding is licking it off the lid of the little containers.

i hate cold windy days, but i love how they make everyone's cheeks pink and rosey.

this weekend was really perfect for me. julie and lisa - thank you for hanging out in my apartment, and such a great night. i've missed the three musketeers! we've had so many good times, and i'm glad we're still strong as ever. there were so many hilarious moments with the three of us last night that i can't even count, but it doesn't matter. i'm ( Read more... )

there are starting to be more and more moments, and days, where i think "i'm actually moving on". without seeing him, or talking to him, it's as if he's not even a part of my life anymore, just a memory. i think i've convinced myself that we're never going to talk again, that way maybe i'll be happily surprised when we do? anyway, i've stopped ( Read more... )

that statement is so true. despite everything, i'm in an unusually good mood. going home this weekend will be awesome, and having some of the girls over my apartment will be SO fun. jen and i got all dressed up and went out to dinner tonight ( Read more... )

"Transformation. Transformation is a marvelous thing. I am thinking especially of the transformation of butterflies. Though wonderful to watch, transformation from larva to pupa or from pupa to butterfly is not a particularly pleasant process for the subject involved. There comes for every caterpillar a difficult moment when he begins to feel ( Read more... )

"I'm sure you'll find someone who is amazing and perfect for you."

well, i did. about three and a half years ago. and now you're with him. what else am i supposed to say?