I really dont know why i bother pouring my heart into a relationship because in the end it always comes back to screw me. It has yet again. I thought that maybe she had changed and would actually want to date someone like me....i mean thats what she had been telling everyone...well i should have realized that maybe she hasnt. Yet i still cannot ( Read more... )

So uh yeah i have not wrote in this in a long time but oh well i am back in action. So i have found a new love in my life. She is like so beautiful and great all around. I just found out also that she likes me to. That rigth there has made my day..not just my day my year. This alone is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. Hopefully ( Read more... )

The doors are open now in front of me ( Read more... )

Wow this night was great for one simple fact...i got to hear her voice before i went to bed. Tomorrow i am totally telling her how i feel when she gets off work. I am either going to meet her outside by her car or see if she will come over for a minute. I just hope that it will go the way that i want it to go because if not...well i dont even want ( Read more... )

This is a letter to you. You know who you are. So does everyone else that reads this but their not who i am writing this for. I am writing this to you. You made last night so amazing that i cant even explain it. When i saw you come up thsoe stairs i felt my heart jump out of my chest and run circles around me. Just the way that the light hit you ( Read more... )

Well lets see today was not real crazy at all. I really kinda enjoyed it. Still all that is on my mind is girl and how much that i like her. I just dont know how to say it to her....I always feel that i will screw it up in some way shape or form. I know that it sounds stupid but it sucks. I would just like her to know...if she ever reads this...how ( Read more... )

Well lets see i have the perfect plan going for tonight. I work with girl tonight and i thought to myself why not just ask her out to dinner and see if you get the balls to tell her that you like her. So thats what i am gonna do. I have been planning this since i found out that i work with her tonight so hopefully i will get the chance ( Read more... )

Well today was really depressing at first because one of my friends funerals was today. His name was Noah and he died while serving his country in Iraq. I felt at first that I should be depressed but instead feel now that i should celebrate the joy that he has brought to my world along with so many others. So thats where i am now ( Read more... )

Well lets see...of course all i have been able to think about is her...I just cant seem to ever get her out of my head. Maybe its because she makes me feel bettter than anyone else has in a long time...if only i could pry into her heart and just see what she is feeling about me for just one second then i could come to some better understanding...or ( Read more... )

Where to begin....last night i went in and saw charlene at work. I still cant believe that i am attempting to actually go for her. She is so amazing that i just dont know how to compose myself around her. I get all weak and just stutter and yeah basically fall to pieces ( Read more... )