spossed to start a job on sunday... we'll see how that goes. i hope it works because i need to be working. i need to save money so that i can get outta here. im so done with this state. but yeah. im tired, but i should be considering i just walked home from the mall with fernando and smurf. heehee. but hey i got eggs outta it. i got my bro to make ( Read more... )

i was looking at my myspace friends and realized how many people i've lost touch with. like their not really my friends any more. and that makes me wonder if they ever were. i just dont know anymore. other than that. i've been kinda beside myself lately. fernando is awesome dont get me wrong. he makes me happy. however, what good is being made ( Read more... )

i hope everyone had a fun xmass... mine was tough but we got through it. shadow didnt come to my mother's with me because she is sick. :( my father and my friend maggie are taking care of her till i get back. i got a new sterio for xmass.... its about time my old one got replaced. lol. 61/2" woofer!!! hellz yeah.

ok so i dont update that often anymore.... its great having boner home again. even though i dont get to see him as much as i used to. leech is living with me for awhile... this time its not my fault that she is homeless... lol. having trouble again in some areas of my life. and in others... im doing surprisingly well.... for now at least. i hope i ( Read more... )

tough day today. tomorrow is the concert. maybe it'll take my mind off of boner for a short while. i have to study tomorrow too. thursday is my final for english class. wish me luck.

see my myspace blog...

hes gone. left early this morning. i wont see him for two weeks or so. i miss him. i have his hat. i promised him that i wouldnt havee a cigg untill he has one. so im going at least for as long as hes gone. i cant wait till he comes back. i miss him so much. maggie, nicole, and i hung out with him lastnight. we dropped off nicole after awhile cuz ( Read more... )

finals are coming.. i actually have to study. first time studying in idk how long. boner is leaving for rehab soon ... sometime between tomorrow and wed. so that doesnt help. shit went down early this morning with some of my friends and i wasnt there for it. in short, my friend is in the hopsitol and boner hurt his mom but neither of them remember ( Read more... )

although i'm not exactly sure whats going on, things are actually ok for once. my soul has quieted down. my pain is mostly sleeping. i have bf that actually treats me correctly. finals are coming up for the first semester... im really nervous. i need to start studying soon. and i know that i suck at history. i've done pretty much all my homework ( Read more... )