this journal pretty much sucks compared to my video journal.

my life has become real world.

I got a new laptop.

macbook.

I named him fritz, and I am sure that he's already made me a better person.
because that's what material possessions do, right?

p.s.
He has a built in webcam.....

yesterday I spent part of the afternoon wandering through the fronts of strangers yards and wishing I was a kid again.

Am I really the type of person who takes a weekend trip to New York just to go shopping?

....I guess I am now.

My new job is amazing, I really love it a lot.
I want to do more art projects because I figure that I teach the kids so much, I really should be doing some of those things on my own.
I need some ink for blotting and writing.

Right now I am sitting in my room wearing nothing but a bikini and knee high argyle socks.

I am either really ready for summer, or I still have a fever.

It is after two in the morning.
I am neither tired nor sufficiently occupied.

i have a crush on the most impossible boy.

oh. so cute.

I went on the raw food diet.
I am tired of telling everyone that it's not because I want to loose weight.
obviously, I don't want to loose weight.

a few things...

Tomrorow i am going to quit my job. Fuck those guys.
I want it to be summer already. I just realized that I have been going to school for over a year solid with no break.
fuck bullshit.
I moved all of my things, including my bed, into a closet.

I am going to see animal collective in a little over a week.