So, I have re-evaluated myself from first semester to now and have a couple of reforms I wish to make of myself, nothing huge, mostly to listen more to myself and others, lessen the procrastination, and as always strive to a good person in general. I really am going to try to not get caught up in drama this semester even though it tends to find ( Read more... )

Again I am posting when sad...it seems I'm not motivated to post unless I am sad. It's the same way with writing...everything I write is completely emo, even though I would generally consider myself a happy person. I don't like to think that I am putting up a front of happiness...but maybe I am? However, I feel happy most of the time, so I would ( Read more... )

...like all creatures of habit, I have once again returned to what I know can somewhat fulfill my boredom...LIVEJOURNAL. Everyone else has pretty much gone back to school already. Haha I should have probably stayed in Merrimack toward the end of my vacation rather than going in the beginning, because I know a lot more people there who are not ( Read more... )

I cannot sleep right now...too many things going through my mind. The constant over-analyzation of everything...needs to stop. I do not know why I cannot just accept things as they are instead of reading into them. It really does me no good...and I know that. So why do I continue to do it? I refuse to believe that it is something that I ( Read more... )

I often have an inclination to start writing in here again, usually when I'm sad or doubting something. I mean this was my outlet for my year spent at MHS. However, every time I go to write something, I talk myself out of it. Mostly because I feel like my problems really aren't that intense, or maybe I've just become more closed off. I like to ( Read more... )

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So, being me...I tend to fall for someone too hard and too fast. It's not how I would like things to happen necessarily...it leads to more hurt, because a lot of guys don't fall hard and fast, at least not the ones I have encountered. It's just difficult because my heart gets broken a lot more than the average person, not that my heart is really ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, wow it's been so long! So, I figured I would update my life. Let's see, well, I am in Milwaukee right now. I am going to college here, but I'm living with my Mom and commuting. I plan on transferring out for the next year however, because the school I am going to doesn't have the major I want to go into. So hopefully I will end ( Read more... )

FUCK YES I AM OFFICIALLY 18!!!!! <3

I'm back in Merrimack, although this is toward the end of my trip. I just felt it would be right to add to this...since it's been forever. I really wanted to keep this journal up when I first started, but I guess it just wasn't in the cards. I leave Merrimack this Wednesday, the 29th, to go back to Wisconsin and start college. It should be fun ( Read more... )