So tomarrow is the last day of the first term of the last year of my 4 years at northfield mount hermon... but it feels like it has already come and gone. This has been the most strange final week I have ever had, because its been so FACIL. I'm glad i'm still in love with spanish even after having the diabla for a teacher ( Read more... )

#1 I want so many different life styles all at once.

#2 I saw a shirt that said shalom ya'll and i laughed out loud (loled)

#3 I like gay people and gay people like me

#4 I went crazy

#5 I heart NY

... I''m sick of shit. I enjoy high energy.

boarding school never siezes to amaze me, no disturb me. Tonight I'm going to look at venus through a telescope, i can't wait. Things either seem like that have no pace and it all flies away, or else the pace is so slow i don't know what do do. Life has suddenly become so mundane. I am currating a student art show... sort of. I feel a little ( Read more... )

Every thing is too simple, not like easy, simple. I'm hardly excited any more, and that used to be my thing. I mean simple can be good, like boston, was simple, or eating lunch today, was simple. I'm just sick of shit, but no shit in particular. I think its because i have been moving so much and now i am being forced to stop moving. ughghh, ( Read more... )

what a shitty weekend!!!! what the hell!?!?! i wish i was more popular.... god what a shitty person i am.
i love my self, but why am i unlovable??? oh well, i'm gonna go cry.

good god! The Fair was so hot this year, hardly a crowd, delicious grease products, exotic animals, rides galloorre and hilarious carnies. I forgot that when going to the fair one sees every person from their past, good and bad. Strannngee. Towards the end of the night, the man instructing the "slide" brought us to his friend who ran the farris ( Read more... )

so, today I felt totaly inarticulate, I tried but just made a fool of myself. School is making me go berzerk. Today I was thinking about what a whack feeling there is at NMH, it's a very forced community, so I was wondering how I was even supposed to make genuine relationships in such a forces atmosphere. Obviousley I know I can do it because I ( Read more... )

my heart wont stop beating fast, everything is too much. for the first time i've felt stress, hard hard stress.. it's subsiding. Right now i'm just mostly confused all the time, but happy, very very happy at times ( Read more... )

I'm here and I'm there, either way is ok.