I don't really know why I'm posting... I guess I just need to talk and get some things out that I can't tell anyone... but I guess this just isn't the place. I still know people who check this, so I don't even really know why I'm writing. =/
Besides needing to get one thing out, I'm good.

It's been a long time since I've frequesnted these pages of livejournal. What a adventure I've been on since. I started raving on May 5, 2007. It has been some of the best and worst times of my life. Some really shitty things started happening to me and my family and so I started raving to escape my reality. Some more shitty things happened and I ( Read more... )

Not really.

Just letting you know I'm alive...

Even though the one person that WOULD check this kinda hates me... psh. What-the fuck-ever.

Hi, I'm alive. And I'm fucking fabulous.

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And Update, good friends!

I came a'snoop'n around ElJay again today for the first time in a while. I sneak over to my starringmegan journal and realize that I put up a friends only banner on May 23rd, 2005 but dated it 2007 in order for it to stay at the top ( Read more... )

The in previous hours of my life, I have done much thinking. I have pondered the answers to many questions, including some that I have determined have no answers. I can not focus on the task at hand (and I don't even know what that task it). Thoughts of all shapes and colors have crossed my mind, many of them dark and dreadful. Some were full ( Read more... )

When everything is wrong, we move along ( Read more... )

This is posted here only because I know he never reads my Eljay ( Read more... )

I don't think they're allowing MySpace to be an accessed website anymore at Moorpark.  >=O

What the hell?  It's not bad!  Yeah, it can distract from... whatever, but if they're a good student anyway, then why does it matter?

WAH.... give it back to me.  =(

Maybe it's just my computer.  I'll go downstairs and let you know how it turns out. 

MySpace:  So blogs aren't working over there lately.  It's been a while.  This happened last time and I was like, "Jigga wha?" But then they started working again a couple days later.  I've waited for-freaking-ever  for them to work again, and they haven't.  So... I've returned to livejournal land.  Hello.
Car:  Okay...  I  still don't have a car ( Read more... )