some girls need to not be bitches. and learn to understand that boys love video games. and music. and their friends. you diss any of those, they will not want to be around you. also, create an awkward situation with one of their friends. they will bring you around less. and. if you bitch whenever they play video games, they will probably do it more ( Read more... )

everyone is snowboarding today. and im not. because i have work and school. sucks. i wish i was with them. even though it would have been another opportunity to make an ass of myself. hahaha. not that i dont have enough of those. it would have been fun. i hope theyre all having a kick ass time, and staying safe.

woo @ the convention this weekend. i ( Read more... )

this is one of those days that i wish i was still at harford. theyre opening late. which would leave me not having class today. haha. jerks at ccbc.

emily wrote this. and i love her for it:
i find dance to be the most infuriating, amazing, painful, frustrating, deep, meaningful, thing ever. and i still dont understand it.

so true. 

so last night i got way too drunk. and i dont know what started me crying. but i was crying. i forget. it was something dumb that didnt make sense. greg said something that made me turn around. then him and jordan were high fiving. and i dont remember what it was but it probably didnt make sense haha. then jason making me feel like shit. i just ( Read more... )

 i loveeeee.

i dont deal well with lies. itll stick in the back of my head forever. this time i might let it go. but i know theres something more about it. coz of how weird you started acting...

but last night was so good. im so quiet with jordans family. & im an incredibly awkward person. but, in time. lol. his uncles party was cutee. then we stopped at ( Read more... )

last night was really sad, i wish i was in a situation where i would have been able to just cry. i had to wait until jordan left to cry. & talked to my mom. i love kim. i felt so ridiculously terrible last night coz i really couldnt say anything to her coz i wouldve ended up bawling and i didnt want to do that and make her cry. she was already so ( Read more... )

i just dyed my hair.


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ugh @ waking up at 8:45. when i went to bed at 4. lol. i had to take my car into the shop. that place is ghetto as fuck. but they get the job done. and timmy gets me a 50% discount. still paying $600 today. wtf at my life. id rather get a new car. but you know. i "cant afford it ( Read more... )