guess ive gotta go back to all private entries. youre a fucking crazy idiot. get the fuck out of my life.

tonight was sad. im gonna miss kevin a lot. good buddy. hes gonna love florida. hes gonna love disney. i cant wait till he comes back, 7 months! a week after my birthday! woo! idk about going to see him, coz i really wont be able to afford it. but idk. we'll see. it was a good boys night out. haha, so fucking ridiculous.

happy 4 months to jordan ( Read more... )

i just went to see bride wars with my mom and my niece. it was cute. it was okay. till the end. just one quote had me bawling ( Read more... )

i didnt get tattooed today. im sad as shit. but ill just make an appointment with jeff this week. BTM were assholes. and i wanted to fight them. "you didnt make an appointment." YOU FUCKING TOLD ME I DIDNT HAVE TO. ASSHOLES. GO EAT A DICK. adam talked to me and was all "come to the shop, ill hook you up." haha. then jeff wasnt there. and im picky ( Read more... )

so excited for tomorrow. i love my official ideas. =)

they will be on the internet later on in the day, or sunday.

i just put so many pictures up. awesome ( Read more... )

i just got myself feeling really shitty. coz jordan was talking about school a lot today. and i know he avoids talking about which schools hes applying to, coz i get sad about MD. im completely fine with towson, and stevenson. coz theyre close. and he'll be here. but MD scares me. mostly because im ridiculous. and think the worst. and dont trust ( Read more... )

jordan really needs to hurry up in the shower. because i feel extremely awkward watching his tv and stealing his internet with his mom in the other room. i feel bad. im so shy.

i miss horatio, i hope i end up being able to go to this show tonight. so i can see him. sick of it always being like foreverrrr every time i see him. i hope jordan comes with, so he can meet him. and stop being a hater. and see that i really am happy for once. and jordans not a douche bag. =)

i just fixed the shit out of my car. and now theres more not working. so dumb. my ipod charger wasnt working to i figured it was broken. it was old and from the dolllla store. so i got a new one at work. plugged it in, and nothing. hopefully its a fuse. blah. haha awww jordan said he might get a scion tc. i told him he better let me test drive that ( Read more... )