Dear Daddy ( Read more... )

The urge to write Dear Daddy letters still happen. But I dunno. Sometimes it's still hard that he isn't here, but I have accepted his death. It's just the aftermath that's hard to forgive/forget/move on from ( Read more... )

Dear Daddy ( Read more... )

Dear Daddy ( Read more... )

Dear Daddy ( Read more... )

Life has become extremely busy. I seem to always have something to do and that's because I have been procrastinating up the ass. Lot has happened. I got my lip pierced, as a 'birthday' present to myself pretty much. I am taking two days off for my birthday actually, but that's not for another three weeks or a lil less then that. I'm not going to ( Read more... )

How can I even explain all the bullshit that has happened to me without feeling like breaking down? It's a good question, but I guess I have to at least try, to at least let myself know this all really happened and that I have to stop pretending.

Maybe I should make that a ghetto resolution or whatever, stop pretending. I should stop pretending ( Read more... )

Life needs to stop throwing me bullshit I swear.

Its like, damn that woman is getting a lil too happy again, better make shit die on her or  (insert some sort of horrid situation). So yeah. Tomorrow I have to take Bilbo into the vet, most likely to get him put down. I don't know when this shit happened, but I can't bear to see this. I'm so glad I  ( Read more... )

I talked to Alicia the other night. And that really made me feel a lot better. I've always had a strong connection with her, and I think that because of the separate lives we lead, that connection was half-assed severed for a bit and it was aiding in my spiraling out of control sort of life. I mean don't get me wrong, it probably would of no matter ( Read more... )

Lots of annoying shit has happened in the past couple of days. I'm just going to say the good shit first I suppose. Surprisingly, Black Friday went rather well, and I got my full eight hours. No overtime though sadly. For this week I have thirty-five hours due to taking a shift for another coworker who was going to Six Flags, which is great. I don' ( Read more... )