at some point, i have to accept that i'm fine. life gets increasingly difficult spending most every moment convinced you could have done better or been smarter or tried harder or stayed longer....

and i have to remember that (this being the hard part).

i guess what i'm struggling the most with at this point is that i have spent so much time trying to ( Read more... )

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wasting time...avoiding homework...too much much much on my mind.

so i did this:

You Are a Dreaming Soul
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david gray is tonite.
and i'm missing it.
because i didnt have the money in time.

theres so much going on.
and so so so much on my mind.

the weather is changing and the energy of new life is making me anxious.

time of no reply, nick drake

Summer was gone and the heat died down
And Autumn reached for her golden crown
I looked behind as I heard a sigh
But this was the time of no reply.

The sun went down and the crowd went home
I was left by the roadside all alone
I turned to speak as they went by
But this was the time of no reply.

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today, i picked up this....!!!

and my recital is coming up:
sunday, february 19, 2006
3:00 pm
kopleff recital hall

life moves so quickly.

What I Did Over Winter Vacation
by: Tracie Odum

-learned to function (again) mostly without a cell phone (note: this is partly the reason no one has heard from me. my phone is broken. i'm terribly sorry)

-took my dad to the emergency room...twice. the first time he had to stay for a couple days, the second time he was having minor (and unexpected) ( Read more... )

me and greg and lucy at stone mountain...the secret spot. if you've been there, you know.

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reading the word "levitation" in james' journal brought on a flood of vividness from this dream i had last night.

i could fly. it had to be in my red sweet chair (like a witch's broom, perhaps?) but i could do it. (!) i was clumsy at first, but before i knew it, i was flying to the tops of sky scrapers in a gray, misty rain. and other people could ( Read more... )

tiger got run over. it is so upsetting. his little eyeballs got squished out of his head and i had to be the one to find him. even my dad cried.

RIP Tiger

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