Why the hell do people in this damn town have to be such closed minded red-neck hicks? I guess the reason I'm in this town is to make me grow, to be suof how lucky I am to have great friends here & in Tucson who are open to other cultures besides our own. Im mean damn Im white and I fully understand why we are called hicks. I mean damn we pull all ( Read more... )

Well my perfectly thrilling emo joe life is getting more and more emo by the day. I mean wow I finnally had a happy week, I like Brandon & supposedly he likes me. I really hope he does, because I like him soooo damn much! and then ofcourse Bitsy went out with him for less than a week and dumped him for some dude. and now Nick is talking crap about ( Read more... )

Well I guess thins life is an unending cycle until its over. I mean it seems unending when it comes to Nick, one second it all seems well and happy the next Im completely pissed at him. today I got contacts YaY! but everything is so confusing right now, I swear I like Brandon! but I dunno its really confusing. I mean talking to him hes sooo awesome ( Read more... )

I think of you, and I cry
Since you’re gone, I want to die.
I watch the blood trickle away
Leaving slowly like you did that day.
You say loving me was fake
But my life you wont take?
So I cut my wrists late at night
I cry myself to sleep whenever we fight.
I sleep in my bed and dream of you
I’m missing you do you miss me too?
I thought you loved me but I was ( Read more... )