Well, sorry its taken me forever & a day to write again. well the moment yall have been waiting for, well, Thursday night......it happend, Sam & I kissed! well, I really like kissing him. LoL. well Im not typing much, because I have no readers, if NE1 actually reads this RESPOND!!! PLZ!!! Kat

Well, sorry its taken me forever & a day to write again. well the moment yall have been waiting for, well, Thursday night......it happend, Sam & I kissed! well, I really like kissing him. LoL. well Im not typing much, because I have no readers, if NE1 actually reads this RESPOND!!! PLZ!!! Kat

This has been a week, I say this, because I dunno what kinda week is been. Its had its ups & downs & the exciting part is still to come. Hopfully tomarrow night Ill be at the top of the farris wheel with my Sam. Im hopping that he'll be mine soon. its like as the days pass the anticipation builds up. Jeez my first kiss... 16 years of anticipation ( Read more... )

Well today, felt like the memory of the day I samshed the mirror, the day I first cut myself, because every memory of that was brought back to life today. Well my mom & I got into a fight, which led to me locking myself in my room & crying till tears couldnt justify my pain. I mean it felt good to get it all off even though it was bad. I guess I ( Read more... )

Life is effing confusing. Im trying to decide why Im always so depressed, Im trying to get to the bottom of my strangeness, to understand where it all started. trying to remember the happiness that once consumed me, I was once called sunshine because I was so cheerful. look at me now, my friends joke about hiding sharp objects from me all the time ( Read more... )

oh hell no I had this whole damn thang written out but it died!!!! NOOO SCREW COMPUTERS!!!! MUCH ANGER IM NOT TYPING IT OUT AGAIN!!!

I started thinking about a bunch of different things that all revolved around somthing that was taught in child care class. the statement when summed up simply stated that people everywhere despite beliefs are relativly the same. I started thinking, the diversity that is culture & eclecticness, all came from expiriances people have undergone. ( Read more... )

I dont know where it came from or if I created it, but Im looking for a guy who would "give you his surprise from his cracker jack box" I mean, to me that is perfect. I mean wow thats 1/2 the fun in cracker jacks in the first place! A person like that is welcome to come my way any day, sadly I know I either A.) Wouldnt Appreciate them for what they ( Read more... )

True isnt it, how what some people call an emergency is nothing more than another day? Ive been thinking really hard about everythig & nothing at the same time. everything that could possibly confuse me is all so clear, yet so blury & sketchy. I really just dont know. I really dont know what Im thinking or feeling. its like Im watching my life roll ( Read more... )

As of today I decided that asking T.J. to frolic was completely stupid. he ofcourse said no, what ever could have possibly made me think I even stood the slightest chance with his perfectness. yeah I guess Im just not good enough for him. understandable. well anywayz theres this guy Sam, hes really cute and seems like a completely awesome guy! Im ( Read more... )