i love ryan lochte and i love the olympics :)

I hate my life.
- my dad lives a thousand miles away. our relationship only involves talking about the weather. meaning we have no relationship whatsoever.
- i'm always alone like all day long. i have no one to talk to.
- i have no friends...no one ever calls to see how it's going or to hang out. i know when they ask how i am, they just want me to say ( Read more... )

last  day of schooool!!
i just have one more final!
and then it's 3 months of suuummmmmerrrr!!

nick's parents (mostly his mom) are being very rediculous right now...
it's complicated and confusing and i don't know what to do.

so my internet's been down for a week and my mom is
in no hurry to fix it. i need it for homework and research
this weekend because i have extra credit due next week
and i need this extra credit because i have a D+ in that
class and the marking period ends next week...i really
wish she would just get it fixed.

rest in peace mrs. sawyer :'(
we're all going to miss you so much

new default picture. the reason why i put it on
is because it reminds me of me & nick...cause
we always do pinky promises :)
i'm listening to our song right now too which is
livin' our love song by: jason michael carroll <3

today was mine & nick's 3 month :) it seems like it's been so much longer.
it's insane, because i've really only known him for how long we've been
dating...cause i met him exactly 2 weeks before we started dating...crazy.
haha. i seriously feel like i've known him for my whole life.
but i never thought i'd feel this way about anyone, but i can ( Read more... )

my life is looking up...
1. my baby cousin doesn't have CF
2. steven curtis chapman is the coolest man i don't know haha
3. my boyfriend is the most understanding person i know.

so i wrote my dad an e-mail finally. it was a whole page on word.
i wrote it a week ago today...he still hasn't said anything back.
++jay has dad e-mailed you in the last week? because i just want
to know if he's even seen the e-mail i sent him.
i wish he would just say something back already. i poured my
heart and soul into that e-mail and it would ( Read more... )