sooooooooo.
here goes it.

like i said, i had slipped away from true happiness.
now, get this!

for the past year i've been a member of a quote of the day thing from thinkexist.com.
they like email you one quote a day.
well yesterday after i kind of got that "awakening," if you will,
i checked my hotmail (where the quotes are sent daily) for the first time ( Read more... )

it's still true.

lately i've kinda been feeling unsure about everything.
i was missing something.
i used to be so happy with myself by myself.
and lately i've needed company to keep me happy, and, at times, that didn't even work.
lately if i was alone i would feel empty and unwanted.
i was no longer happy with myself.
i've been moody and on edge. (which i ( Read more... )

strange how fast certainty can go.

I'm finished with disappointment.
I want people I can count on.
At any given moment.

in·fat·u·a·tion   n.    :
A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or attraction.

ad·dic·tion   n.    :
The condition of being habitually or compulsively occupied with or or involved in something.

god, what is it about you?

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god, i have been having soooo much freaking fun lately.
but my mind has been going nonstop.
it's time to slow down and breathe.

i love my friends and i love my boyfriend.

it's just how it is.
but i don't know how it is.
and it's strange.
but i like it.

so i was just sitting in the office looking around.
there has always been a picture of a lot of words that i had never really read.
i decided to read it, and i really like what it says.

Go placidly amid the noise and haste and remember what peace there may be in silence.  As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.  Speak ( Read more... )

in no particular order, of course:

codey, brittany, mallorie, lacey, jordan, dan, shawn, stephen, kyle, brittany, zac, zach, jonathan, kym, justin, angie, mallory, jeremy, ashley, erika, and then some.

i really have the best friends in the world.