This is silly. I am just going to write what I feel. I looked at his stupid little facebook thing; I didn’t click on his profile link, because I know it will hurt. This is so dumb. I should not be jealous and/or hurt that he is with other girls. He is not mine, he never has been and never will be. I feel like such a psycho freak for feeling the way ( Read more... )

 
Dear G,
I am so through with you.
I know the only reason you texted me tonight was so you could have a little pick me up. I am so glad I stood up to you and let you know that I am not dealing with your bull shit anymore.
I have someone who cares for me and is wonderful to me, unlike you.
so go screw yourself, I am done wasting my thoughts on you.
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Wow um I don't upadate this any more...thats sad

Well I'm here to mope and bitch
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life has no meaning for me :-(
I am unloved
I have no friends
I am underappreciated
I am overestimated

it is 10:26 and I am acting very PMSy

rawr.....

AHH I AM DYING! of coughing that is...I hope I don't have pnuemonia again...:-/ that would be horrid. Anyhoo yesterday I actually went to forensics practice....and HAD FUN! Kaitlin and I judged these 2 girls on their duo performance, I don;t know why we were judging them..because last year we sucked ducks (that was katherine's term Ijust thoguht it ( Read more... )

Yeah well it's been six weeks since I have updated (at least that's what the computer said) But who can trust computers anyway? I am so mother effing tired!!! hOPEFULLY i'll be more awake when i go to forensics practice...yes I AM GOUNG TO FORENSICS!!! whoa. Anyways I am in tv productions right now being the rebel that I am and going on the ( Read more... )

Yeah so today i woke up and seriously contemplated going back to bed and ebing "sick" seriously I was there for a half an hour lying in my bed thinking "DO I really want to take kulchocks test TODAY?" and I decided heck why put it off? Yeah so I got to school and i was ignored by some people (people do that to me a lot these days) then we had tv ( Read more... )

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I NEED TO STOP HYPERVENALATING!!! HADLEY JUST TOLD ME THE MOST AMAZING NEWS!!! NATIONALS FOR FORENSICS ARE GOING TO BE IN VEGAS FOR OUR JUNIOR YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I don't care what kaitlin is doin we are going to work our effing asses off to get to vegas because I am not going to miss my chance to see where they ( ( Read more... )

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY I FINALLY AM 15 ONLY 365 MORE DAYS UNTIL I GET MY PERMIT.
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ok so it isn't that exciting to anyone else but in my little mind this day is important!

K so today basically sucked. Just like yesterday. I don't know but my sophmore is just as not as amazing as my freshman year. Well TV productions I pretty much did nothing so that was easy. Spanish talked to anna and well spoke spanish. Um third period pretty much sucked cuz people in there don't know their continents or their states its so sad. ( Read more... )

Yeah so yesterday was the first day of school and I know you are all dying to know what happened...ok well I am still going to tell you. Um Tv Productions I was uber quiet yesterday but today I actually spoke. I was paired up w/ ross to do something and ross is a pretty cool kid so we HAD to talk cuz we were working together. Hopefully tomorrow I ( Read more... )