I stopped using this a long time ago...I don't even remember how it works. But if someone happens to stumble upon this anyway you can find me at www.myspace.com/liz1029

No more Billy...big fight. Lance...well buns, him, and I are gonna have a threesome. haha yup I kinda like him but errr idk. I don't care what certain people think about it though. I'm done with trying to please others. Me first...you last. School sucks. I have business law 5th period now. I don't understand it very much. Too many big, ( Read more... )

I don't like myself.

I had a pretty good day today. Got up around...well, I don't really remember anymore. Maybe 11:00 or 12:00? Ate, figured out how I would do my eye makeup and did it with some tips from my mom. Then she gave me a manicure. I played on my laptop until about 2:45. Curled my now dark red hair and got dressed. Then off to AMF Bowling Lanes. I ( Read more... )

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I'm a hoe...that's the bottom line. Wish I saved Kelly's IM too *sigh*
I Kick A55 x029 [9:22 PM]: yup see i'm a hoe yo
I Kick A55 x029 [9:22 PM]: haha rhymed again
Lance [9:22 PM]: i love u you hoe
Lance [9:23 PM]: ha ha ha i rymh

Haha I'm a hoe bag and wifey to Kelly. I got dicks up on my screen lol. Good times haha

Well today/tonight was a crazy day. It actually started yesterday. Billy called me and damn he just sounds so sexy. Well long story short we're together now. But then I talked to Lance tonight like I've never talked to him before. I told him the truth about some things and how I still liked him after we broke up. I don't want to go into ( Read more... )

Sick with the flu for about a week now. It really sucks. Worried about next week's mid-terms. Questioning whether it's worth it to do well in school. Everybody else seems to be stupid nowadays...they make it somehow. Why should I literally worry myself sick over school? Just something to think about.

Well, 2004 is almost over. This year has been so tough. It went by fast though. I can't believe how bad things have gotten in just a few months. It's so upsetting. Nothing is how I want it to be. It's just so sad. This time last year I was sick with mono, thinking that I was dying because I felt so bad and I thought that life was impossible ( Read more... )

I'm an idiot. I hate myself. I hope I die. I think I am dying. Mental breakdowns...lies...hurt...loneliness...tragedy...hopelessness...just horrible things. I thought I hated everything before. It's nothing compared to what I am feeling now. It's just horribly numbing but very painful and gut wrenching pain and embarrassment and ( Read more... )