My final for Psychology of the Family was to write a paper analyzing a family crisis that our families have experienced. I figured mine would be easy. It was painfully hard and probably the saddest thing I've ever written. I wrote an apology to my professor because the paper started to sound like a therapy session ( Read more... )

I have 3 days of class and 2 finals left to go. I have five papers left to write, two of which are due tomorrow.I'm going out of my mind. I'm so overwhelmed, I have so much to do and I don't even know where to start. Grad applications due in one month. I haven't even decided where I'm going to apply. I still have to take the MAT. I have to write ( Read more... )

I'm getting really tired of being harassed about my lack of a love life. Why is it that everyone is so interested all of a sudden? Why is it necessary for me to be 20 and to be in a long-term serious relationship? I'm not looking to be tied down to anyone. I'm not looking for a freaking husband. I guess it makes me uber weird to not want to be ( Read more... )

I did it again. I caved in. I'm such a weak person. I really am. Why do I do such foolish things? The best thing to do now is to neutralize it.

Life is stressful. I have two jobs and no money. Freaking Bertucci's scheduled me for 30 hours this week. I'm going to die. I have my certification test on Thursday. Not studying at all for that. I have a bio exam on Friday and I think that is just a little more important than whether or not I know all the food on their damn menu. I can feel a burn ( Read more... )

Things are changing. I can tell. Some for the better and some for the worst ( Read more... )

Coming home this summer seems to be one of the worst decisions I've made yet. If I had stayed, then maybe all the progress we made wouldn't have been lost and done for nothing. Being home is hurting me, my mom and my relationship with my father. My mom wants me to confront him tomorrow on our way back from Boston. I'm supposed to ask him when he's ( Read more... )

MARK MY WORDSI'm kicking him like a bad habit ( Read more... )

I'm glad you updated. Last night I had that dream that I have every once in a while. Your sister calls me and tells me that you've died. I'm in complete awe. I call your house I could never forget your phone number your mom is a mess. She asks me to come home to be there with her and your sister because I mean so much to them and meant so much to ( Read more... )

Fuck. Why am I so damn confused about my life and it's goings on? Why do I have no control? Why are there mixed signals. Last nights conversation was great and tonight it was as though we barely even knew each other. Yeah I was stressed about my keys. But damn. Way to be so adamant about how hot I look with a tan and demand to see it and then I don ( Read more... )