Ever since Steven and I broke up ive been given lots of advice on relationships or a lack there of. I got a few bits that were actually worth remembering. Oddly enough one bit came from Shane. In August i was feeling some anxiety about the fact that mine and Stevens anniversary was coming up and we werent together and I didnt know how to handle ( Read more... )

I ran out of honey so Randy went to wal-mart to buy me a new honey bear!!! Aww so now im going to call him my honey bear cuz its funny and very me. Ive been trying to think of something new to learn. I have no ideas. I tried to learn to write backwards or learn to speak gibberish but ... Randy said we should learn brittish words for things and say ( Read more... )

Hmmm... my mother just informed me today that the "dream wedding" i've always wanted ... just cant happen. "Honey, we arent millionaires." she told me. No shit. Then she told me if i have a 'small' wedding she and dad will give me and randy $5000 as part of our wedding gift. So i asked what constituted as a small wedding budget wise. Her answer "$ ( Read more... )

In all the years i have been making pieces of toast. I shocked myself tonight by making the most perfectly, evenly browned pieces of toast. I am just stunned at the beauty of my toast. I almost dont want to eat it .. then again ... i have a honey bear that looks lonely. So ...

I really tried to do what mom did and let every problem i had with David go. I wrote him a poem for christmas that he never got cuz of the huge fight we got in. That i already wrote about. Heres the poem ( Read more... )

Ok so randy and i turn in our keys to our old apartments to find out that we dont get our deposits back because the deposits were for the whole school year and we moved out a semester early. Ok thats fine its not like were TOTALLY FREAKIN BROKE!! Oh well i can get over this no biggie. So i finally tell mom that we moved in together. It went better ( Read more... )

So randy and i are getting married. Some people think its too soon but ... then again the first car off the line usually wins the race. I cant imagine spending my life with anyone else and if we broke up i dont know what i would do. I know how much he loves me and how much i love him. Hes BY FAR the BEST guy ive ever dated. Just ask Matt and Shane ( Read more... )

Perfect posture
Perfect stare
Until you knock it
Off its chair

Falling anyway
This way and that
A slight blow of the wind
And it will fall flat

Watching a child, watching the fights ( Read more... )

I watched a birdy die today ( Read more... )