UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Yeah. I have a boyfriend. Ridiculous.

I talked to him. With the result that we have been dating for over a week. Kind of dating. Real dating but with "the dylan factor" added in. He's gone for Thanksgiving and I'm still at the dorms until tomorrow morning... he didn't call me last night and I am not so sure he is going to call tonight. If I were someone's boyfriend I would definitely ( Read more... )

I haven't written at all this school year. Too much going on. Everything is growing more overwhelming by the second ( Read more... )

I'm home and life is more placid but still confusing. Dylan was forgotten until the other night when he called me after I sent him a facebook message. We talked last night and it was...very good. I was very happy today ( Read more... )

I feel slightly invisible today. And I don't really know what to do to break out of it. Maybe nothing. Invisiblity could be a good thing ( Read more... )

I feel slightly invisible today. And I don't really know what to do to break out of it. Maybe nothing. Invisiblity could be a good thing ( Read more... )

My friend's computer was stolen tonight. It doesn't make sense. It just sucks ( Read more... )

I just had an epiphany. Maybe the most important epiphany of my life. The source of unhappiness is the fact that, when it comes down to it, I cannot control the direction my life takes. I can in a general fashion, but at any given moment I cannot map out my life, and POOF, have that be the direction that it takes. Sucky ( Read more... )

So the main thing on my mind has been this boy. I wish I could tell if it was the same with him....