i hate when people ask me about it.

one symptom is rapid weight loss. i remember that lisa reyes, no relation, lost a lot of weight in the seventh grade. that's the one i am actually waiting for. everyone says i am being paranoid. and i think i am too. i can be a drama queen. i mean...it could just be stress, yet i don't feel stressed. it could be the two jobs, it could be the ( Read more... )

omg. will it fucking kill you to open this one folder ...this one folder...differently from all the others. is it really necessary to make a new one?? what a waste, man.

i will not eat after 9:00 pm.
i will not eat the end of shift meal at musashino.

is she talking about the same dreaded x that i am talking about? gawd. annoying.

maybe all of this is stupid. maybe i secretly want someone to find me. is that such a big deal?

can you please stop having a bad attitude? i mean i know that these feelings are justified. i do know. i do. but you're bringing me down too. and in a way...some of your comments towards me are very belittling. i am not the one that's supposed to let everyone know that you are out. you are. i am not your secretary. don't blame me if no one ( Read more... )

lately, i have been feeling clueless at work. and i have demonstrated this quality many a times at our countless meetings. i just need some sort of reminder that i did graduate college, and that i DO have a degree. something. anything.

anywhere but here.

my heart honestly started to beat faster, as i pulled up to the driveway. i hate going home at times like this. what happened to us?