anoymous... i know you didnt mean to start a fight or an arguement, but i did. i want people to fight me with this one... if you have anything to tear my points down, by all means do it...

well to update my meeble life... i think i broke up with brad this morning. its really funny because the whole fight stemmed from me getting mad that he doesnt have sex with me enough. i have never had that happen before. i guess when he doesnt touch me it makes me feel ugly and like he isnt attracted to me anymore. and i will hint at it, or wear ( Read more... )

I’ve never regularly went to church, nor did I have anyone I felt comfortable discussing religion with, so I put together my own thoughts (and took a few ideas from others) on some things. Someone once asked me “Could God make a burrito so hot that even he couldn’t eat it?” The answer is “Yes.” I didn’t quite get it at first, but he explained to me ( Read more... )

so today i found out that stu is seeing someone else, a caldian girl. i knew it was happening, but hearing it from lace really actualizes it. i wanted to cry. i dont even know why though. i just cant wait until like im out of college and i can go to law school or grad school and leave this city far behind. i always thought i would end up in san ( Read more... )

This is something someone told me once. I don't know if you have really lost your faith in God or what but how can you say God isn't there ( Read more... )

so, i tried geting comfort from my boyfriend about all the terrible things happening with my aunt and all he says is Im Sorry and thats it. I was balling last night and text messaged him about how depresses i am and he says Im sorry, and thats it. nothing else, doesnt come over to comfort me, and today thats all he says again. and then he leaves, ( Read more... )

live journal youre all i got now... my best friend stu is gone and doesnt ever want to speak to me again... i dont feel like i can go to brad... my roommates are there, but not close to me like stewart was... my aunt pam is going to die soon... her cancer has spread up her neck and its going into her brain and i dont know if im more scared that i ( Read more... )

why am i so selfish... my whole life thats all i have been... this life, these things that happen seem so miniscule yet feel so deathly. i wish i had never felt love, or let my self fall for it every time. im so sick of feeling pain... pain deep in my soul of genuine hate for myself and no matter what guise i put on during the day, eventually i am ( Read more... )

today is gonna be the day that theyre gonna throw it back to you... by now you should have somehow realized what you gotta do... Craigy, wow, i cant believe your gonna graduate soon. thats crazy! i graduate next spring, hopefully. i read that you want to go study enviromental law, i want to go to law school too. i think i want to study business law ( Read more... )

so my bf shares a room with his brother of the same age, brandon. and brandon is messing around with this girl april. april and my bf have fooled around a few times in the past, never sex, but everything else. okay, so last night i found out that april stayed the night with brandon, which means she stayed in the same room as brad. now brad sleeps ( Read more... )