i havnt written in a long time and it is mostly due to the fact that i have been incredibly busy lately with school and well, to be honest, have had no passion to write. I guess im back to my old self, boring, and well i dont hang out with any of the gang anymore. I see krysta and kev kev and louise a little bit, but nothing like the "good ole days ( Read more... )

***my artist of the month is The Postal Service... everyone swears they have never heard them, but i can assure you that you have heard them!!! download the song "Such Great Heights"... anyway... its a good album ( Read more... )

i was gonna post on monday what happened over the weekend... but shon wouldnt let me... so even thought it's friday, this is what i did last weekend ( Read more... )

once again i am defeated in my own game. it always seems that karma comes back in the end and by wanting one thing you have to give up another and someone always gets hurt. this life of mine needs a change, it is never ending. the game continues and once again i am defeated. on top of the world one minute and on the bottom the next it seems there ( Read more... )

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well im at work, and im bored so im gonna post. well not much has been happening. besides "cant name" f-ing his ex and me and stu deciding what we are... me and stu... geez... i dont know about him. he told me he loves me and wants to get back together. and sometimes im feeling it and other times i want to stay single. like i know we could work it ( Read more... )

friday night ( Read more... )

i think i died sun night ( Read more... )

work allll day...spent with shon... love the guy but sometimes he just knows how to push my buttons. but we rode in his mustang with the top down, so that was nice. then louise, donald, "cant name", josh ("cant name's" roomate), and i went to toshi's sushi... mmm... love the sushi. and he didnt even hardly say anything to me... geez! so i dropped ( Read more... )

i hung out with stu tonight at work when i closed and i feel inclined to say that i think i miss him. we have such a dynamic and i cant seem to keep himout of my life, or rather i dont want to. i still HAVE to call him everyday. i kinda still need him... i dont know... all i know is that i dont want a man and im having a great time being single... ( Read more... )