2008= shitttyy....2009=CHANGE!!.....i will need support (mentally) i am better then that.  i need to be strong like those around me. i will...just for today :0)

ugh.. i never use this anymore like years or something.  im hating everything in life right now. where i live, relationships, work, school...the list goes on really.  ive been told more times than once that i always look at the negative...but when theres more negative than positive what am i to do???? i try...ive tried....im about to give up.  im ( Read more... )

basically theres only 3months until i move away. and im freaking out. will everyone forget about me? will i forget about everybody? ive already grown apart from some of my best friends. what will happen to the friends i still have? ugh...i hate this.    :(

seasonally depressed.
 [ as usual. ]

ok well seeing as i only use this when ive got something on my mind i  figure its time to write a lil ditty.  im not sure what ill do when corey leaves. its been a long time sence ive been in a "relationship" and its really weird.  im nervous about how ill react to him being away. yeah not too far but things are about to change a lot. and quick ( Read more... )

finallly im movin out.

this is sooo much harder then i thought.

6months....
CDM
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EAD
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LOVE

im sick soo of course that makes everthing worse. im in this crazy mood today, my parents are out of town so im actually at home today. all ive been doing is sitting around by myself which i thought was gonna be amazing but it sucks real bad. maybe if i had some weed it would have been completely opposite and id just be cleaning my room or ( Read more... )

its crazy how fast days/months/years go bye. i can barely remember the beging of this summer.  all i know is that it was amazing...well at least the parts i remember HA.  soooo much happend sooo much changed.  im happy with my friends even if we dont always hang out. distance makes the heart grow fonder <3  my BF is amazing and I LOVE HIM <33.. ( Read more... )