9/13 ( Read more... )

it's shitily written, but it's the only way I can say what I mean without writing a 5 page essay ( Read more... )

my best friend's boyfriend is adorable and sociable. I love it. hooray for happiness and understanding. seeing friends that I haven't seen in a while actually got me a teensy bit in the mood for school. but just a little. hehe.

life is good. I'm content. if things don't go as planned, fuck it. just roll and make the best of it.

I needed to ( Read more... )

the Cape Cod rundown:

the girl time was much needed. it helps sort life out. sunshine and salt water and fun exercise was a plus too.

cheng fei!!!!!!

-do you want your yogurt?
-what?
-DO YOU WANT YOUR YOGURT?!?!

DO YOU WANT    YOUR FUCKING       YOGURT!?!?!?!?!?!

Kimmie and I have rings that were made from a one-of-a-kind magical stone. thats right, they ( Read more... )

Am I strange because sometimes

the only way I can breath

is to run under the stars

from something unseen?

Salty lips ( Read more... )

My heart always screams... but my head never knows when to listen and when to ignore. I wish I wasn't so emotionally crazy. Yet at the same time I think it keeps me alive.
uuhhh, how would you understand though? I don't even get it.

All I know is that seeing friends and socializing is a must for my sanity. Sometimes I just feel retardedly alone. I ( Read more... )

Annie and I are learning the end dance scene from Napolean Dynomite. hehehe. we're amazing. We got Milo and Otis on dvd too when we were at Walmart. hooray for cute childhood favorites ( Read more... )

yo quiero ecribir en español. pero mi español es muy malo y limitado jijiji ( Read more... )

I let myself down
with every word that I speak
and because I am so very weak

I feel myself fade
when I shut everyone out
and I fill my head with doubt

I kill myself slowly
with every choice that I can't make
and with every risk that I don't take.