ive dealt with worst stuff before, but even through that the pain is so strong that i cant help but think about it constantely so many things have happened to me in the past 2 months that its not even funny, it hurts so bad, i try to walk around with a smile on my face on a daily basus, but i know i feel that in the inside its nothing but a broken ( Read more... )

HEY GUYS! well damn sooo many things have happened in these few months lol.....lets leave that in the past, I started college, damn its crazy ive made ALOT of new friends. Its pretty hectic in my life right now, but Im sure that I'll survive, meh, but anyway, just letting you guys know im ok, and if any of you wanna know about my weird experiences ( Read more... )

Its my b-day today Im finally 18 yrs old! I can do as I please JK but lets hit up some parties!? ok, well ill let yall know tommorow wat i do tonight cause Im going OUT!!!

I'm torn once again. Ok, I'm getting these messages from my boyfriend's ex, she's telling me that hes basically a cheater! He cheated on her! Dammit look, I can copy paste the things that she wrote me ( Read more... )

Hey! Well here I'am contemplating! I found someone its the guy I've been talking about, the one with that whole Anna thing. Bobby! GEE, like it seems like with him everything just falls into place. I've never wanted to spend soo much time with anyone! With him though its like I want to, hes either always at my house or we're on the telephone. Seems ( Read more... )

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Ok so I'm ready for it, but all the wrong guys are coming....So yesterday I got a call from Raul(my ex) at 4 in the morning, I had my cell on silent, so I didnt recieve the call. He left me a message, basically saying that he missed me and he loved me still but that he loved me the way we used to be. Wack! But anyway he said that he met someone ( Read more... )

OK, well I've finally come to the realization I need someone in my life, I really do. I've been hurt so many times. So me and Raul talked, I know i've said I wouldnt go back, but I think of he wasnt leaving for college in June, I would. We talked about it and we both are kinda like why are we with other people? Its weird for us to say that we're ( Read more... )

IM REALLY FIRED UP! IM pissed off! ok, sum things were said last nite to me I told Anna, and what gets to me the most is a person that has a loud mouth! BS! I'm tired of everyone honestly I dont know what I'm going to do anymore, I DONT wanna be here anymore! IF its not her its my parents or someone I HATE THIS! I'm through with people, shes so ( Read more... )

Well my last entry turned out to be really how can I say "open?" I basically opened up myself to you guys, and I kinda got hurt, so i dont think that that will be happening again in a while, sry! But ugh I dont know I passed out my invitations 2day for my graduation, like I said not too excited but hey what can I say? So I was in class 2day got to ( Read more... )