So it's been a while since I've updated... And I don't even know if anyone uses this anymore. But if you do... Hi. I just wanted to post something or other. 
I'll post something meaningful eventually...

How do I tell my roommate she's a controlling demanding manipulative cunt, but I still love her?
Without getting my ass kicked anyway...

I care less about other people than a prostitute does about whether or not her bed is clean.

That's what I told Sean.

I'm not moving.

I only love a quarter of my friends.
I only like half of them.
I hate all the rest.
I still love Richard and I know it could still work.
I'm still moving in with Sean.
I do love Sean, and it's amazed even me.
The main reason I'm leaving is so I can stop caring, if I leave everyone I care about except for Sean.... That's only one person I have to care ( Read more... )

So I feel like shit.... Julia and Josh are coming over and I'm sure they'll make me feel somewhat better but I still want my Sean. Or my Jenni. I want my Jenni more cause she understands me... But I haven't talked to Sean since early yesterday or late the day before and I'm worried about him on the roads in this weather.... I hope he's okay...

Reality seems like a welcome release from what I'm used to....But it's scary at the same time.

At least I know that he's in whatever reality is.

So i have a story.... Every once and a while Randy will tell people of the time he got hit by a race car in my neighborhood and went through the windshield and then got $10,000 and 4 pounds of pot....I even agreed to this ludacris story just to make him smile... Well, not just to make him smile.
Ever since I was a kid...I've been a dreamer....a ( Read more... )

So here I sit alone and drinking,
To try to get away from my thinking.

Wax on, wax off.

So I don't know what to do about Sean.. I love him for what I know about him, I mean he's so fantasic... But we only talk on the phone and I hate talking on the phone but I need to talk to him to make it through the day but I don't want to talk to him when he calls cause i'm always with friends and I don't like ignoring my friends.... And I can't ( Read more... )

Only a few important people still read this. But they're so important that I'll write here instead of Myspace.....I like honest answers from people who matter more than the crap i get on MS anyway. 
I want you to know I'm a horrible person.
I think death is funny. Like, last night when I was at drivers Ed....... The teacher man told a story about ( Read more... )