Ahh my life!  I'm never going to sound as cool as when I used to write in here.  I can't even really write anymore, I sound so shallow and have no real thoughts.  I can't write about anything I do, because I do nothing.  I don't go to school and see interesting people or hang out with my friends every day.  I don't go home to my family and hang out ( Read more... )

Fuck being afraid. there are so many things i love and so many things that make me happy, that they should outway what scares me. im just so so so so sick of this bullshit. i want to be okay. i want to finally be okay. and i decided i will be!

thats it

Feeling Down ( Read more... )

It's fairly late for a school night, however I don't have to attend school until second hour because I exempted my first hour. I just decided that I would like to be called "Elizabeth" instead of "Liz" simply because it sounds more sophisticated and pretty. However, I understand that mostly everyone knows me as "Liz" so I guess I will have to ( Read more... )

School hasnt been terrible because work has been worse. There are people I like to look at at school and some that I like to talk to. Work is tiring. This weekend was nice. I played in the snow and on the snowday I went sledding drunk with Heidi and Vova. Saturday I was drunk again and today I slept all day and didnt go to school. Ive been ( Read more... )

In 8 hours i will be on my way to school. It feels like break just started. I got an I-pod for Christmas and it makes me so happy. The best thing about break was meeting some new people and seeing i few that i never thought i knew but that i had met before. It was so nice to be able to sleep until it was too bright in my room to keep my eyes ( Read more... )

well im just peachy! seriously im not upset about anything anymore. I realized that it's really not worth it to take things so seriously and im just gonna let people be how they want and not condem them or question it ( Read more... )

I took a pink bath tonight. Now I am sleepy. Sometimes my updates are pointless. I feel like a loser lately, about everything.

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sometimes i close my eyes and wait for everything to dissapear. i know everything i did but somehow i can't remember. the way you looked at me. the pain ive created and the love ive took away. someone grabbed me. took my senses, my logic. wrapped in the moment feeling so warm, i didnt want to let go but i dont know who you are. your name ( Read more... )